Update

it have been a long time since my last update hahaha so i just gonna say what happen during this past few weeks in one single post ><

First would be internship haha, yeap now mark the how many week of internship which is both fun and stress also depressing hahaha. the negative part would be cos of contamination of cell culture arghh can tell you tht it just stupid to let ur 14 work gone to waste thank to a bloody contamination. like they say contamination is a bitch to all cell culture hahah. hmm the good part is tht my work ppl are very fun to hang out with and fun to talk. i learn a lot from them and they also crack some joke to make my stress day less stress hahaha but sad tht they will be leaving the lab but the good thing is tht after my internship end woohoo more joke n laugh day for me :)

Second would be yes it was my birthday 7th June. hmm and yes i dun celebrate my birthday cos i dun find it a need to. as for me i dun like to waste money or time. but i am really grateful tht ppl wish my a happy birthday. blah blah blah on tht hahahah

third personal. ppl always wonder why i am always stress and panic and like to flood myself with work etc. it is not tht i personally like to flood myself with work or wat, it is just tht i wanna to distract my mind from other things, thus flooding myself with work it better thn having gotten myself in depression cos of some stupid things. sometime i just wanna run away when ever i think about it cos to tell u the truth, i am not as strong as what u think i am. Yes i am still cannot get myself over her, yes i sometime think abt her and just wanna hold her hand n hug her. i swear i just wan her but i know tht i could not and i should give up but i can't. hais hahaha FML i guess

fourth, hmm for this week there is band camp for 3D2N, the first night there is combined band practice and it was fun as u can see many generation of band member play with the main band. hmm actually cos there is a concert on the 28 june, thus there is a combined item for the alumni band and main band so ya hahha. and today or rather yesterday, was BBQ week where we just slack and chat and talk cock ahahha. hmm kinda miss those old band days to make music together and got scold together and see some drama in band etc. hmmm i actually grown alot in band thank to my senior, teacher and conductor. tht why tht band mean something special to me.

oh ya now i remember abt internship also, yes i damn learn a lot of things from there OMG now i know tht microsoft excel is totally not tht good loh MY GOD make my school life hard nia, now using a new software called SPSS it is a better software thn excel to do many things abt data hahaha damn cool loh hehehhehe ><

okay i think tht it for now yawnnn yawnnnn hahahha need to sleep liao .