Music and songs

Hahaha long time since I update my blog yo ya been busy rotting at home ya. Hmmm so two update tht I gonna say first is finish ranking n register for me fyp team. Must say tht the team is a 5 members n can't wait to work with thm. Hmm maybe she is right I should be in a team tht make me happy rather thn just cos I have too hahaha. Second update is I starting baking hahaha the pic are at my IG so yeap hahaha must say I enjoy it man but the only thing is just tht hate the cleaning part >.<

Hmm tht all for the update. Now as the title say music and songs, hmm my choice of musicor songs is ddepending on my mood as I can listen to anything good yo not metal and kinda stuff. Sometime whn I am down or depress music is tht only tht will be there for me hahaha kinda sad to be lonely but hey at least got music to accompany me. Hmm sometime I also sing but only in my room hahaha dun know out of tune or not nice but hack care just sing my emotion out I guess hahaha. Be it sad or happy but mostly sad -_- hahaa okay tht all for today

End of Internship woohoo

Hmm today will mark the date and day where i end my internship at NUS. Must say tht 16 weeks have past very fast without me noticing it, just like a blink of an eye. hahahahha yeap i must say tht i enjoy must stay over there as because the ppl over there are very nice and funny. hahahha almost everyday i laugh until stomach pain ahhahhaha. but kinda miss thm as because almost everyone working in the lab is leaving soon left only two to three ppl and new worker which i do not know hahahah. hmm during the intern i must say tht a new path have open for me as because i am always aiming for medicine, but whn doing intern, i find tht doing research is also fun, thus new path open up for me in uni hahhaha researcher can do many things and almost slack most of the time ahhahah as told by one of my supervisor but tht depending on the lab lah. he give me many advice on life, science and life as researcher which i find it funny and also true. he is one of the reason i find tht doing science research is fun. he told me during my intern i only tasted 70% of wat i am doing if i am doing my master and told me tht my staining was done well and it is good quality for research paper tht could be published. usually my ego does not boost if i received a compliment but coming from him it does not boost my ego, but it make me more interested in science. hahahha oh there is many others also in the lab bah but i find him funny he and his coffee hahaha.

in the picture those are ppl who are working in the lab with me, there are other two people not in this picture. they mostly do clinical research and can see that they are busy most of time hahaha.

Just hope tht our path will cross again in the future woohoo. thank you very much for making my stay in the lab enjoying and fun. i really like it :)
 

Update of the 2 week :)

Typing down this post now, i am currently listening to RACHMANINOFF: Rhapsody on a Theme by Paganini. Hmm this song bring back memory of my past as I played this song for my music o-level audition whn i was in sec 3. hahahha hmm tht was far to long ago man, but cannot believe i fail cos of my practical hahaha hmm they did not tell me what i fail but i know it was always practical cos i need to play my clarinet in front of three people tht would judge me hahahah. hmm
RACHMANINOFF: Rhapsody on a Theme by Paganini was the first song, i played the second song was Londonderry Air, which have the same tune as Danny Boy. hmm tht was the two song tht i failed zzzz hahaha but the theory was easy tht wat i know hahah cos i sleep for 40 min i think >.< 

Okay enough abt my ancient history life. hmm is was the beginning of July last week haha must say tht is have been suck bah hahha hmm cos got rejected by a girl whn i confess to her and after tht it really ruin the whole week. hmm totally no mood to do any work but i simply wear the stupid mask of nothing happen face to work and home hahah guess i am good at doing this. cannot blame bah since secondary school i have been doing this just to avoid ppl or family for asking me, yes they ask me cos they care but it is just tht sometime, i dun wan to feel a burden to thm. ever since secondary school i have been standing alone and try or rather dun wan to rely on ppl but sometime it is hard, so i just pretend tht nothing happen on my face but deep inside me i am hurt. hmm guess this kind of habit need to stop i think?! hahhahaa.

Ppl always ask me why i am not always happy or such, my answer is tht. it is not tht i dun wan to be happy, but just tht i know tht my happiness will not last tht long. tht why rather thn having up and down, i rather have down only okay lah sometime up but mostly down. cos if i am down nothing worst could have happen cos i am always prepare with this feeling mah so just okay loh zzzzz. hahahaha

Oh last friday was a terrible day, it is not cos of wat loh. just tht cos of the experiment tht i am doing in internship does not goes well. feel suck as i put in 100% thn does not turn well zzzz hais. hahah but my supervisor was there to like somewhat cheer my up i guess by saying this is science etc so no need feel upset cos not always all experiment will be good etc need to face some hardship all. hahaha and today he also talk abt something else, hmm he is a good man, always crack up joke whn he got nothing to do and give good advice. some of it is funny but it is true. seriously true hahahaha. oh and it is kinda of sad bah cos internship is ending soon next friday :( gonna miss thm in the lab cos they have been nice to me and very funny also hahahaha. hais after internship end i got 4 days of rest after tht need to register for FYP hais my day could not get any better ya hahaha hmm guess this is so call the final lap uh tht why need to do this kinda of things. but i must say tht after going through internship it open a path for me on the course i wanna study in uni. cos i been aiming for a single course only zzz, after intern i am thinking of another possible course tht would interest me loh.

oh oh tmr half day loh hahahaha weeee they gonna treat us for lunch weeeee hope can snap many pic and post i guess hahaha >< and arghhh fasting months coming also damn man hahaha zzzz.

oh before i forget, now days i am into poem and such zzz dun know why but sometime i feel tht it explain my feeling better thn wat i wanna say loh so yea. hahah 

"Cold dew softly covers the stone steps and gently wets my feet.  The night is deep, as I return to my room, the lonely moonlight follows me".  Li Bai

this poem was by Li Bai, as it describe abt the women he love. hmm can feel the loneliness and sadness as he went home alone without the women he love.