Hmmm i dun know if i post this before or not, but meh. just post it again, since it keep bugging me.
I think we are always alone and fragile in some area of our life, tht why we always seek out friends and company to not be alone and have fun. Sometime we even seek to the power of divine or deity to protect us as we are really fragile. yes this is kinda like pillar of support or safety net, for us to fall when we make mistake or sometime it is also for us to blame upon if we got no one to blame. sometime relying on someone is always better because we will not feel that our life is pathetic alone etc. but upon relying too much we will always get greedy as we want the feeling to always be there or the person to always be there. but what right do we have to tell ppl how to live their live as it belong to theirs and they need to make a decision on how to live it, we can only advice thm and be there for them. hahahah really sound pathetic but i guess sometime being alone, really make one appreciate others and also make one turn into a person tht they should not be.
Sometime i really wonder how people could easily say tht your frenship is jsut a waste of time etc. does frenship take into consideration of time spend and waste or rather the bond between two ppl. hais seriously i am really getting tired of this. one thing me wan to say will be just dun make me become like last time where i am stone cold and i am really bad person. i kept that personality at bay purely using my will as i dun wan to be tht person, but if it cannot be help thn i guess it time for tht person to come out.
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